Song of the Week

" Somebody that I Used to Know" - Gotye

I hate sleeping alone…

Song of the Week

"Better Together" by Jack Johnson :)

Don’t hold your love over my head.

—John Mayer


Lately, I’ve noticed I’ve taken you for granted. I don’t respect you like I should. I get angry too easily and don’t choose the best words or actions. I don’t show my love anymore. I joke too much. I’m immature. I’m sorry. I need to grow up. I feel like I’m messing up at everything I do… Even my best friend doesn’t want to be around me because I act like an idiot. I never think before I speak. I’m inconsiderate of your feelings. I make stupid decisions. I have to change.

I want to go back to the way things were. So perfect. I loved how it used to be. I feel that I’ve been growing further away from who I was 3 months ago. I feel like the ‘new’ me is pushing me away from you. I hate the ‘new’ me. I never express myself anymore. I’ve become indifferent. I’ve lost the way with words that I once had. I have to get the old me back… The new one will kill me slowly. I’m going to start using this site more often to tell you how I feel if I can’t do it in person. That’s my resolution: be a better ‘me’ for you and those around me…

"Chasing Cars" - Snow Patrol

We’ll do it all
On our own

We don’t need
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don’t quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They’re not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we’re told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that’s bursting into life

Let’s waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we’re told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that’s bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they’re all I can see

I don’t know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Song of the Week

"Chasing Cars" by Snow Patrol

One of the most perfectly worded, beautiful songs I’ve ever heard in my life. It describes a lot if what I feel; yet it doesn’t even scratch the surface.

Words can’t describe what I feel for you anymore. I’ve decided “love” isn’t a good enough word. I over use it. I have to try to find another. I think I’m scared of how I feel. I think that it’s driving me insane. I’m too scared to talk about it. I write songs. But they don’t do my heart justice. I wish I could just show you. But I’d doubt you’d let me. I don’t want to tell you how I’d show you… I’m too scared to. It’s a feeling that’s bigger than my body. So hard to describe. God, I just hope you feel it one day. I’ll deal with the torture.

They say that love is forever…

Your forever is all that I need.

Kirsten: Part 1

Because of the barriers of language it may be close to impossible to make you see what I see. To fully understand, you’d have to transcend boundaries and literally see through my eyes. I’ve tried to put how I feel into words … What you read and what I’ve told you doesn’t even come close to what I feel inside.

So… Here goes nothin’…

I want to try to explain what I see in you…. It’s gonna be hard to do… So I’ll take it one step at a time…

This word falls short.
Its simply the best word that this language has to describe you.
Perfection in its most perfect form.
I think that every little thing you do from the way you laugh to the way you mumble when you sleep is something God has blessed me with the pleasure of experiencing. So cute :) .Your eyes are… There’s not even a word to describe. God, I love them. They take my breath away. Even the way your hair blows in the wind is amazing to me.

You’re just so… Kirsten. :D

Everything, EVERYTHING about you blows my mind.

For starters:

Your intelligence: you’re such a deep thinker. You notice things that I would’ve never seen and you think of things that are so beyond me. You underestimate yourself.

Your righteousness: you stand up for what you believe in, Naruto. :) If someone wrongs a person that you love, you never let it slide by. I’m too lenient to do that.

Your sense of humor: you’re hilarious.Simply put. Even though I know you don’t notice it, you always make me laugh and smile.I love being around you.

Your way with words: you’re such a great writer. You pour your everything into your craft; I admire that. You think much to lowly of yourself though. You underestimate yourself.

Your eyes: deserve their own section. The way every color blends. The way every color is so distinct. The way they glow. The way I can see them even in the dark. Magical. The way the colors seem to move when the sun hits them. They come alive. Breathtaking. Perfect hues of emerald, cool gray, sky blue, burnt orange and amber. They’re just so wonderful. I never want to see them cry.

Your smile: your smile lights up your face. It makes your eyes sparkle. It makes me smile. It’s such a blessing.
I love it.

Your laugh: Its amazing. So cute. It makes me laugh. It makes my day. It’s so contagious. So beautiful. So you.

Your personality: everything that makes you who you are is beautiful. Unique. Wonderful. Colorful.

Your friendship: you’re the best friend I could ever ask for. You’re perfect. Youre a blessing. I dont deserve you. Enough said.

I love the way you look at me when you’re happy, the way you treat others, your temper. Everything. I look up to you. The beauty of you. YOUR SOUL. your HEART. Kirsten. I never expected my life to change when I met you. I stepped onto Teurlings’ campus expecting to never change. Never make new friends. To stick to the friends I’d known forever….Until I found you… You make me a better person. In every way. Something no one else has ever done… Or tried to do. They don’t even scratch the surface. When I do wrong, you correct me. You stand up for me when people hurt me. You’re always there for me. To guide me. You make me smile. The little things you do are so great. The way you smile warms my heart. Your laugh. The way you play with Haven and Jón. The love you show me. You make me happy. I worry about losing you all the time. I can’t imagine life without you.


I know you say it’s luck… But I’m glad that I saw a new part of you today. It’s interesting. I want to know more about it. And you.

It’s… Brianna.

It’s… Brianna.

You know you love it.

You know you love it.

kday73narukun replied to your post: Kirsten.

I think I’d love that.
I think I love you. :)